[Life, Love, Happiness] The Way the World Twists and Turns

It's been far, far too long since I posted something here, and I know of a certain someone who may be interested in hearing news from this ol' dog...

The last six months have been pretty crazy. After getting over the whole "losing the baby and losing my lover" thing last year, I branced out on a search for someone... something that would put me to ease. Anyone or anything that would appease my need.

After a dating a couple of girls, a "hanging out with a friend turned clingy girl" and a "love interest from the past turned crazy chick" I decided to forego endulging in my favorite pasttime and start to focus on myself... To develop personal growth within and to recenter myself... I had truly gotten too far away from who I was.

Well, enter Morgan... Now, Morgan at first glance looks like a fun, beautiful girl who has lots of brains and is gentle... In truth, she is all of those things. :D Anyways, as we began to speak some really strange things began to occur. We started talking about ourselves and our lives, our likes and our dislikes and a variety of other things that newly formed "couples" speak about. The strange thing is that the majority of what we experienced in life was similar (eerily so) and our opinions, likes and dislikes were also eerily similar... I would be thinking about something and she would ask me about it... I would ask her a question and she'd be looking at something that pertained to the question I was asking her. We would wake within minutes of each other... say the same things (specific words) at the same time with the same inflection... Soon the game became more of "finding what was different" than the normal couple's "finding common ground." All of the things that tend to shred a relationship are non-issue... Why? Because we agree on them. She would share a personal hope/dream that she always had and it would be so in line with mine that I'd tease her about having an implant in my brain.

Now, most of the time I would default all of these to coincidence... that is if it didn't happen so damned often (10-15 times a day at least). Neither of us likes to talk on the phone, but we'll spend hours talking on the phone to each other... Not realizing the time has passed until I happen to glance at the time (she never looks at the time... how sweet of her).

Anyways, this has been an amazing adventure over the last 5 weeks. So much so that we have spoken of writing a blog to document everything and tell our story as it unfolds...

Love those around you for who they are today, not who they were yesterday or who they could be tomorrow but for who they are right now... the moment you hold them in your arms... If the world could do this, there would be a hell of a lot less hate.

Take care and spread the love,
B

Currently, Life is Well.

So...
It's been five and a half months since I last posted. A very long time for a lull, I know... But it's been a tired five and a half months.

A recap:
Work - Worked on and finished several software development tasks, one including a website interfacing with a database for a winery that netted me about 900 dollars in wine on top of my normal pay. Gotta love knowing the owners of a winery. ;)

Home - The new roof has held tight through last winter and the summer. After the heat we got this year it should be nice and secure.

Love - Met several women, explained that I was not ready for a serious commitment at the moment and that it would be a while before I was ready for a "relationship" and that someday I would be able to. All of them accepted it; however, one of them decided that while she would tell me that she was ok with that she became VERY emotionally attached. It became overwhelming and I had to back off. She's still a very wonderful woman who means a lot to me, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to handle the kind of attention she wishes to provide.

Well, this has been sitting here for several hours while I've been at work, so I guess it's time to shut up for now!

Take care,
B